I FORGOT I HAD THIS THING

so i just totally remembered that i had one of these sweet ass things. well my x-mas kicked ass, kinda i guess. on christmas eve adam's grandma died and so did my neighbor, ya that made it a rough start,but adam spent the evening with my family and he played some sweet games with us. i am sure that now he realizes how i got to be so crazy, its their fault i swear. He leaves tomorrow morning though to go back to new mexico for the funeral. i am very sad that i cant hide in his suit case and go with him because, i know he is gunna need a shoulder to cry on, and mine has his name all over it.Oh by the way adam and i are back together again, if u hadn't already guessed. i couldnt be happier, him and i have grown close in the past year and it has left us so perfect for each other. He has decided to go to the Air Force....... i told him that i support his choice 100% and that i want him to go (even tho i dont) cuz i know he really wants to go he is just affraid to leave me. i want to be selfish and just tell him to stay, but i cant, cuz he needs to do this for himself. i am trying not to think about it cuz it wont be until fall, but unfortunatly time will fly by and it will be here before i know it......... but i will be tough because he needs me to be. gosh, i love him so much and i hope that everyone who reads this finds someone that makes them as happy as he makes me. well im tired so i will talk more later. night love you all!
-gabbi-